"My trust totally was lost with her," Brown explained in the film. They would work it out, agreeing to keep their hands to themselves, but that would only last until the next vicious argument. To fall in love with you best friend, it can be scary. The more in love we became, the more dangerous we became for each other, equally as dangerous, because it was a bit of an obsession almost."And with just the right spark, that burning passion could easily become explosive.
And his rise up the ranks was being mirrored by another young musician.
"It was hard for me to even pay attention to my mind and figuring things out because now it became a circus and I felt protective." Their reunion would prove to be short-lived, however. You hate me,' and I would lie and say, 'No.'"The truth, though, was as painful as the experience itself. It comes back to you whether you like it or not, and it's painful."Finally, she surmised, "I just said, 'We can't do this.
"I resented him so much, and I always put the tough face on..'I can do anything' face, tried to play it off," she later explained to Sawyer. "Everything about him annoyed me, him being around me, him talking to me. That included what she felt was the stilted apology he'd delivered on You Tube. "I just didn't know if he understood the extent of what he did. I cannot continue to do this.'"By June, with reports that Rihanna would testify against her former love, Brown had accepted a plea deal, that consisted of five years of probation, community labor in lieu of jail time and domestic violence counseling.
"She starts going off, she throws the phone," he said in . "From there she just spit in my face," Brown continued. Using an officer's cell, a frantic Rihanna placed phone calls to her manager, personal assistant and two other people, a source told E! County domestic-abuse counselor and by early March, Brown (who released a statement insisting he was "seeking the counseling of my pastor, my mother and other loved ones and I am committed, with God's help, to emerging a better person") had been charged with two felony counts of assault with force likely to produce great bodily injury and making a criminal threat.